All I Have…

All I ever wanted
was somebody to hear me
all I ever wanted
was somebody to feel me
And everybody
wanna tell me
that I’m out of my head
that’s fine
but that don’t scare me
It’s been a long time
but I’m back now
Are you serious?
Anybody out there
hearin this?
You sniff lines
I write lines
You’ve now entered
in my mind
you better get ready
cause you might find
I’m from a different place
my kind
It’s a little bit different
than yours
Quick, record this
Listen
I’m warming up
you’re misinformed if
You think that I’m slipping up
I’ve been here
ain’t nobody heard of me?
Wrote this
with emotion
It’s hard to get a break
when the doors ain’t open
What am I insane?
maybe?
Plain crazy?
You do what you wanted
but you can’t contain me
lazy
Is not a character trait of mine
don’t wait in line
This is the current condition
of my state of mind
Don’t tell me
that this isn’t real
Don’t tell me
this ain’t how I feel
This is all I have
all I have
All I ever wanted
was somebody to get this
Is this my calling?
Father
maybe I should just not bother
Go back to that
nine-to-five
but I am not a
Quitter
so quit that
Tryin to make an impact
Well
I guess so
I am in a place
where I can’t let go
I still work a job
and do this
Yeah
in the back of my mind
thinking
am I wasting my time?
but I guarantee
there ain’t no way
that I am gonna leave this
I need this
I swear to y’all
I need this
And this ambition in my veins
if you cut me ima bleed it
And yo
what you think I write write for?
No reason?
Nah.
Take my pain
and I put it in a song
ever since them pills
THEY TOOK MY MOM
I’ve been a different person
don’t try to predict my moves
What you’re hearing
now is me
whether I’m in front or behind
that curtain
I stand behind
these words here
I’m not perfect
Don’t tell me to calm down
I’m calm now
listen
Yeah, it might take a minute to get it
but once you get it
everything will be
crystal clear

I don’t think they see my vision here

I DON’T THINK THEY SEE MY VISION HERE

NF